Inikah realiti atau fantasi?

Banyak dugaan yg telah aku tempuh utk smpai ke maktab ni..kadang2 aku tak cye gak yg aku dapat msuk maktab ni..yela,trial spm aku lingkup..pas tu asyik nk berfoya2 je..study? hampeh.. then,sebelum spm bermula,dalam sebulan la cm tu,de mmber aku mntak aku ajar dia math..aku ni pun bangang nk ajar org yg bangang..mmg bangang darab dua la..hahah..takpe,aku ckp kt dia aku 'on' je.. mlm pertama tu ( bukan malam pertama kahwin ok ) aku pn dtg la umah dia..nk jadikan cite,mmbe bangang selari dgn aku pn join..mula2 aku pn tepu jugak nk ajar dorang..tp sebelum ajar dorang tu sempat la aku belek2 buku dulu.. then,seminggu kiteorg wt study group..bdk pandai kt skolah aku pn tak wt cmni..kehkeh..sebelum spm mula,kteorg da cm adik beradik da..wish sesama sndiri to get flying colors in exam..exam blum mula da cite sal result..sengal...hahah..sebulan setengah menempuh kertas soalan yg de pelbagai soalan..yela,da nme kertas soalan takkan de jawapan plakkk..law ade pun dia sruh plih..cm who wants to be a millionnaire tu..nk dipendekkan cite,kiteorg pun abs exam..meriah sakan weyh..tak ingat dunia..bermula la alam remaja wt aku..bleh balik lewat,sukati la ko nk wtpe pun yg penting balik umah..3 bulan mnunggu result..hr yg dinantikan kini tiba..mmg bad luck aku mse tu..nk amek result pun bnyak dugaan..baju kena kuah kari la,hutang tak bayar la..hahahahah...akhirnya aku org last yg amek result..mse aku dduk kat meja menghadap cikgu aku tu,aku tak nervous pn..ckgu aku kot yg lagi nervous..hahah...almuklamla,aku ni pengawas tp degil gila..huhuhu..ckgu aku kuar kan result aku..aku ingat lagi nme cikgu tu,Cikgu Fatimah a.k.a Mama Tim..:) bile dia kuar kan result aku je,sebutan pertama kuar dari mulut dia: 'alhamdulilah'.. aku tnye la,'nape cikgu?' then,dia bg result tu kt aku..aku tersandar kt kerusi,mcm nk nangis pn de...aku dpt 4A..mngkin ckit bg korang tp bg aku,2 da pling bgus da..sbb aku ni malas belajar..bkn budak pandai pn..aku tak sangka aku dapat keputusan cm tu..BANGGA beb!!!! math ngn bi A..tak pernah aku dapat A dlm subjek tu..tp aku berterima kasih kepada mmbe2 banggang aku tu sbb ajak aku ajar dorang law dorang tak ajak aku,blum tntu aku belajar..dan,mmbe2 banggang aku yg smuanya de rekod buruk kat sekolah tu smua skg tgh smbung belajar..dorang da tak banggang lagi da...aku respect kt korang..dan dari result tu lah gak aku dduk kt meja menaip essay ni dalam sebuah hostel INSTITUT PERGURUAN GURU kampus TEKNIK...terima kasih smua.....:'(

Avenged Sevenfold

Never feared for anything.
Never shamed but never free.
A light that healed a broken heart with all that it could

Lived a life so endlessly.
Saw beyond what others see.
I tried to heal your broken heart with all that I could

Will you stay?
Will you stay away forever?

How do I live without the ones I love?
Time still turns the pages of the book it's burned.
Place and time always on my mind.
I have so much to say but you're so far away.

Plans of what our futures hold
Foolish lies of growin' old
It seems we're so invincible, the truth is so cold.

A final song, a last request
A perfect chapter laid to rest
Now and then I try to find a place in my mind

Where you can say,
You can stay awake forever.

How do I live without the ones I love?
Time still turns the pages of the book it's burned.
Place and time always on my mind.
I have so much to say but you're so far away.

Sleep tight, I'm not afraid.
The ones that we love are here with me.
Lay away a place for me
'Cause as soon as I'm done, I'll be on my way
To live on eternally.

How do I live without the ones I love?
Time still turns the pages of the book it's burned
Place and time always on my mind
And the light you left remains but it's so hard to stay
When I had so much to say and you're so far away.

I love you
You were ready
The pain is strong and urges rise
But I'll see you
When it lets me
Your pain is gone, your hands untied.

So far away.

I need you to know

So far away
And I need you to,
Need you to know...

oo..cmni.:)

i did it..:)